once again

(the man who started it all.)

once again. i have deleted my face book.
i really don't need it right now in my life.
i'm getting really nervous about starting work.
i went shopping yesterday for new work cloths.
that made me a little less nervous.
at least i'll look cute right?

and did i mention. i hate dating.
i'd like to stop tomorrow.
i think that i won't date for the next month.
i'll see it as kind of a lent.

today i went on two dates.
both lovely.
morning date consisted of new boy picking me up and going hiking liked planned
new boy was fun. and a gentleman. lovely in every way
followed by a double date with a friend.
we took a jeep top down to la jolla. were we enjoyed a burger at burger lounge.
followed by one couple going snorkeling and the other couple going to a museum.
i was part of the couple that went to the museum.
the weather was perfect.
i love the way the sun shines on my face telling me it's being to feel like summer
o did i mention that my friend's parents let us take their jeep wrangler
yes. it was perfect.

(meal at the burger lounge.SEE all that meat YUCK. butttt they also have veggie burgers : ] )

so if dating has been so good why do i hate it so much?
i think i hate dating because i don't like to eat meat or sugar.
actually i should rephrase this. I LOVE to eat meat and sugar.
but all of my health education has taught me not to and having the knowledge that i do
it makes it REALLY hard on me mentally and emotionally to eat them.
however, when dating i find it really hard/tiring to explain to a guy that i don't eat meat.
and i don't eat sugar even though they are always accommodating.
all this meat is making me crazy.

(i think this guy would like to live as much as i would)

starting with the new chapter of my life on monday. i'm cracking down on my health.
no more animal products. i can't do it anymore.