my blog is becoming non bloggish.
it's become more of a place to post pictures of past events. andd well lets face it i've got melissa and facebook for that. THE girl is way good at documenting all of our adventures as well as getting the up. so i started to think WHERE are my thoughts?? UMM and mindless recaps on how much fun i believe i'm having doesn't really count as a thought. so here it is. theses things are what's on my mind as of lately. (no pictures. sorry to dissappoint but i do believe you've alread seen enough)
should i stay or should i go.
meaning should i stay on this island or go somewhere else. I'd LOVE to stay but i need a purpose. not just a reason but a purpose. a purpose for me to grown and develope and move forward in the plan heavenly father has in stored for me. I'm having a hard time with this decision.
should i work or continue my education
now if i decided to work i could stay here. but the type of work i'd go into IE. Accounting wants commitment. which i don't think i'm quite willing to fully give. and as of lately i haven't been too well at hiding my lack of commitment to one spot. (hence me not getting the KPMG job. they wanted someone who wanted to stay in hawaii indefinitely. i couldn't lie.) I'm kinda about following your dreams, especially dreams that result in progress. And i've had this dream since i was 14 to go to the LDS Business College and get a degree in Interior Design. Me and my friend Brittany in high school would talk about becoming interior designers and how much fun it would be. I KNOW I KNOW. why the accounting degree. let me ask you why not go to school in hawaii it was a dream of mine. accounting was just something i was good at. plus it's security an accounting degree is NOT a bad thing to have on your resume. but i loveee designing things and creating. the only thing stopping me is the fact that i could make money. by saying i'd make money... i'd make good money. and that's enticing.
Decision decisions
and that's what's been on my mind.
oo and the fact that i'm graduating in less that a month.
2 comments:
i'm excited for you graduating. i'm almost done, april!!! but i'm kinda sad b/c i love school b/c you always know what's next. now we're at a point where we have no idea. keep praying about it! that's all that can really help!
oh, decisions - tough decisions! Never fun to make. Not that it helps any, but I know that you'll get it all figured out and you'll have fun and grow whatever decision you make. Good Luck!
P.S. Keep blogging even if you don't think your blog is very "bloggish." Please. :)
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